Thursday, May 24, 2012

Child thank you letters

Yesterday I received two child letters with gift pictures inside. This is the first time I have received a gift picture from these children.

First, is my precious Henith who was thanking me for her birthday money. She bought a tracksuit, sneakers, a cd and panties. I was so excited to receive this picture because I miss her so much. Her hair has grown a lot since October when I got to meet her.




The second letter I received was from my handsome Haitian sponsor son Adens-steeve. This was also a thank you letter. In January, a friend was able to drop off a package to my boy. It was a blessing to see his updated picture. Adens has been sick off and on the last 2 years and I always worry about him.

Almost 8 year old Adens-steeve from Haiti.
My little boy looks so tiny for almost 8 year old.
Please pray for his health <3


Saturday, April 21, 2012

Spring...loving it!

Alexander enjoying his catch


Holding his other catch


Princess Kassidy enjoying playing on the swing



Sitting the right way is not in the cards for this dare devil

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

Day #13 of A place at the Table fast


It has been almost 2 weeks since I started fasting for poverty. So far I have had many ups and down. The first few days were the toughest but as my body began to adjust it go easier. That was until yesterday. I had decided that I would cut everything out of my diet for the day except a "Compassion Portion" of rice, beans and two small corn tortillas. It was that bad until 3am this morning when in the first time I felt hunger pains. Not sure why it happened this morning instead of last Wednesday when I fasted all day but it did. I was woken up by it and instead of doing what I would have done (going to the fridge and eating), I started to pray! For the first time in my life I had felt "hungry." I am not talking just the typical hunger but truly hungry. If this is how my Compassion children feel then I am truly humbled.

God has a way of showing us unnecessary "necessities". Those things we think we need but really don't. That extra Tim Horton's coffee during the week or the two three times a week we buy chips, fast food. We think we crave those things (and don't get me wrong we do) but honestly I do not need them.

I have always know how special my Compassion children were to me but I think today I am actually starting to know what they really do go through. When I was in Ecuador I spent the day in the life of a Compassion child but the thing that i never even thought of is that there are some children who wake up feeling the way I felt at 3am every morning. Maybe their meal at the project 3 times a week is really their only nutritious food the entire day!

I am learning every day that there are "things" not just food that we think we have to have but in reality we just want them to add to our list of non essential items. There is no need for me to fill my home with all the junk that I have around here. I do not need that Avon order ever other month. I don't need to buy another DVD. I am learning that those things are special and don't need to be purchased every month but instead just buy a "treat" once and a while.

Who would have thought that 13 days ago would really transform my thoughts about poverty this much. I "experienced" seeing poverty first hand when I landed in Ecuador in October but it is now that I am realizing there is more to it then just what I saw. Living like someone who has little to eat is not easy and I hurt know that around the World and here in my community there are people who feel like I am feeling now. HUNGRY.

The last thing that I am learning is that I need to reach for God a lot more then I have in the past. When I say "I will pray" it means I will pray. Poverty isn't just lack of food but also can be the lack of God. There is one thing that I always felt amazed by that although the people in poverty stricken countries can show you more love then you have felt in a lifetime. When I received  a thank you letter from my correspondent child Yvelyne from Haiti I was overjoyed that I got to see her holding her gift from me. She listed everything she received from me. This whole time I was anxious about blessing her but there was something about knowing that she had gotten it that just made my day.

As a sponsor I might give money, letters and love but I also receive a special love that blesses me each time I receive their letters. Yesterday I also received another correspondence child. He is almost 4 years old from Haiti. I saw his little face and fell in love with this little boy. How can you love someone that you have just "met". Must be God's love because I felt the same way each of my pregnancies. Not knowing the child yet but loving them anyway. How blessed I am to have a husband who has been through it all with me. Two healthy children who I adore and who adore me. And now 12 beautiful precious Compassion children who make me smile with just the thought of them. I can truly say that I am rich in love!!!!!

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Isaiah 58

Isaiah 58
True Fasting
 1 “Shout it aloud, do not hold back.
   Raise your voice like a trumpet.
Declare to my people their rebellion
   and to the descendants of Jacob their sins.
2 For day after day they seek me out;
   they seem eager to know my ways,
as if they were a nation that does what is right
   and has not forsaken the commands of its God.
They ask me for just decisions
   and seem eager for God to come near them.
3 ‘Why have we fasted,’ they say,
   ‘and you have not seen it?
Why have we humbled ourselves,
   and you have not noticed?’

   “Yet on the day of your fasting, you do as you please
   and exploit all your workers.
4 Your fasting ends in quarreling and strife,
   and in striking each other with wicked fists.
You cannot fast as you do today
   and expect your voice to be heard on high.
5 Is this the kind of fast I have chosen,
   only a day for people to humble themselves?
Is it only for bowing one’s head like a reed
   and for lying in sackcloth and ashes?
Is that what you call a fast,
   a day acceptable to the LORD?

 6 “Is not this the kind of fasting I have chosen:
to loose the chains of injustice
   and untie the cords of the yoke,
to set the oppressed free
   and break every yoke?
7 Is it not to share your food with the hungry
   and to provide the poor wanderer with shelter—
when you see the naked, to clothe them,
   and not to turn away from your own flesh and blood?
8 Then your light will break forth like the dawn,
   and your healing will quickly appear;
then your righteousness[a] will go before you,
   and the glory of the LORD will be your rear guard.
9 Then you will call, and the LORD will answer;
   you will cry for help, and he will say: Here am I.

   “If you do away with the yoke of oppression,
   with the pointing finger and malicious talk,
10 and if you spend yourselves in behalf of the hungry
   and satisfy the needs of the oppressed,
then your light will rise in the darkness,
   and your night will become like the noonday.
11 The LORD will guide you always;
   he will satisfy your needs in a sun-scorched land
   and will strengthen your frame.
You will be like a well-watered garden,
   like a spring whose waters never fail.
12 Your people will rebuild the ancient ruins
   and will raise up the age-old foundations;
you will be called Repairer of Broken Walls,
   Restorer of Streets with Dwellings.

 13 “If you keep your feet from breaking the Sabbath
   and from doing as you please on my holy day,
if you call the Sabbath a delight
   and the LORD’s holy day honorable,
and if you honor it by not going your own way
   and not doing as you please or speaking idle words,
14 then you will find your joy in the LORD,
   and I will cause you to ride in triumph on the heights of the land
   and to feast on the inheritance of your father Jacob.”
            For the mouth of the LORD has spoken.

Today people around the world are participating in a Global Fast. Isaiah 58 is not only an encouragement today but it is one of the reasons that I have taken part in A place at the table fast. It is a time to get closer to God and those He wants us to help. Today is day #8 of my 40 day fast (A place at the Table: 40 days of Solidarity with the poor by Chris Sealy) and it hasn't been easy. On tv there are ads for fast food and with young children they always want to eat. I have held fast because I know who and what I am doing this for. I think about my young girl in Ethiopia. Birhane's family lives on $28/month. For me we use more then that a week and that isn't even counting the bills. Birhane's foster parents may not know where her next meal might come from but I do know that at least 3 times a week my 7 year old Birhane gets at least 1 healthy meal. There is something you can do to ensure that at least one more child doesn't go hungry or without the necessities of life, sponsor a child. Compassion reaches out to 26 countries around the world and not only feeds children but feeds them spiritually. Making sure that children know they are special and loved.

Here in Canada, soup kitchens and food banks are around yet they are struggling to keep food on the shelves. Why should people here in Canada starve when the majority of our population have more then enough to live off. Even social assistance pitches in if there is a need yet there are children that are going to school hungry.There is something that we can do here in Canada, give. I don't mean just money but food and time. Drop an extra can of soup into the food bank box at the store or church. Donate time to feed the homeless and hungry. Get involved in breakfast programs at our local schools. I have even heard of families I know sending their child to school with an extra sandwich in case a child cannot eat.

Today I will be fasting from all food. I am fasting for the hungry children around the world and here in North America. Poverty is physical, emotional and spiritual. I can take a step and feel what they feel. I have heard about children who said before Compassion they would go to school with only a cup of coffee in their bellies. But today they are going to school happy.

I cannot begin to fully understand hunger the way they have felt it but 8 days into this fast i realize our culture like food in excess, including me. I understand that I do not NEED that Tim's coffee every day or that big Mac and fries, I want it. Stepping back from wanting and living off the needing has been an eye opener even after 8 days.


** For more information about A place at the table: 40 days of solidarity with the poor http://www.chrisseay.net/ 

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Winter 2012

God's beautiful winter creation here on the East Coast! So far we hardly have any snow and it looks more like spring time but the beautiful nature and animals is beyond words! How could something like a Bluejay brighten your day? Well, I am know that the sight of the birds lite up my children's eyes and the wonder those small birds created was just amazing!

A beautiful Bluejay

Another Bluejay

The kids watching as the birds eat from their bird feeder

Ice covered branches

Ice covered Bird feeder

Snow/ice cover on deck

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

A visit with Santa

Alexander and Santa (Alexander not sure about the big guy but did sit on his knee)

Me and the kids...take one

A little better...although Kassidy wants nothing to do with Santa!

Mommy and Santa! 14 years tradition of Santa visiting the Niles home